I am 49. Im very lonely. I have only had 2 boyfriends since my husband died in 2010. I want to be with a couple . i have never done that before. I would also like to be with a lady. I havent had that experience either . im up for just about anything. I loved the 50 shades movies and i want to please someone and make them feel as good as they make me feel. I have done anal before. I liked it. It was done easy and felt so good . i want to suck on a wons breast . i love to play with my nipplels. I have toys that i use on myself sometimes .