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Grieving
Posted:Jan 18, 2022 7:16 am
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2022 8:19 am
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Tonight Mansel passed away at midnight. He should not of died yet. But nurses where yelling at him to stop being stubborn and to let me clean him up when they where not around, but he would always say to me you do not get paid to clean my ass and they do.
I understand I was not getting paid to be his caregiver but I was staying with him to keep him inside his home and not a facility.

I will surely miss this man that became part of my family. I just hope and pray he got everything he always was looking for. He wanted to have a so badly but his wife never gave him one, so when he meet me he got more then a he got an entire family. My grandson and Mansel became friends instantly and was always asking can I go to Mansels house because he felt safe here and Mansel loved hearing them play in the house. Mansel said the house came alive when the boys where over.

God brought me to Mansel because he knew we where a perfect fit.

Rest in Peace’ Mansel I will miss you dearly….
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Life
Posted:Jan 7, 2022 6:15 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 4:13 pm
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Ever wonder why life never goes the way you would like it to go? Well it’s like this you have to go through a lot of bullshit to get what you in life and sometimes you get the thing you always wanted but it comes with things you do not like as well.

Me for instinct I have a very good partner in the bedroom but even at times that is not enough. I have always thought that we meet people in our lives to help us achieve what we want in this world. I’ve been married for 31 years and I’m at the point in my life I want to explore other things and my husband he already explored all the stuff I want to explore so he does not want to do it anymore. Only if he could see it would improve his sex life with me and see what all he is missing out on.

I’m on here now by myself and against his wishes. I will not stop trying so that one day he will wake up and see. I will respond to your messages as often as I can. So please do not forget I’m here.
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Smog School
Posted:Dec 27, 2021 8:06 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 4:13 pm
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Back in 2005 I was going to school for smog technician. The only girl in the class. C average student which teacher liked very well and even gave me a lot of the answer to the test even though I did not need them.

There were fifteen guys and me twice a week. Well I met this one guy in the class that was very nice and we study together while at school. Well this one day a new student showed up nice looking and all. We started to talk and got to know one another well. We would spend are lunch time together and the other students thought he was my husband since we have gotten close.

Well yes we got close and one day we went for a walk after class and somehow ended up behind the building making out. It did not seem to bother the two of us to be in the open making out. We ended up screwing right there outside. It was exciting to fuck someone outside and not get caught. Who knows if anyone saw us.

Well the next time we got together we went to a hotel room and we enjoyed one another better than the first time behind the school building.

Never heard from him again because he was there only for his a/c license but at least we had a good time while it lasted.

Never told this one to husband but of course he never told me all of his either…
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Tonight
Posted:Dec 27, 2021 7:42 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2022 8:11 pm
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I’m sitting here watching Mansel sleep. He’s been sleeping all day which is a good thing because I had to sneak out and go help with my because she was having her puppies today and she needed help so I called my buddy over because we had to do emergency c-section on her. Well she had six girls and two boys. Bully/French bully very nice looking pair. The only problem I have is my wants to keep all eight of them. At least they won’t all be at my house they will be spread around the four boys. But I know I will have at least three or four at my place.

While sitting here doing my diamond painting Mansel woke up and asked me to brush his hair and put his Christmas blanket on him and take pictures of him to send to his sister. Does not ask for much just that I stay by his side. Jose laughed when I told him what he wanted me to do so he came out to see. He said to me why is he acting like a little ? I told him you always end up back as a baby when you are ready to leave this world but I’m not going to let him leave yet. He wants to drive and see the esclipse in 2024. Then he wants us to go to the Grand Canyon and Yellowstone park. I want to do these things for him. I do not know why I just do. I guess it’s my calling for now.

When I was getting him ready for his pictures he said to me what you want me to kiss you, I laughed and acted like I did not hear what he said.

The where telling me today that he told them he was very happy that they spent Christmas with him that he has not had a Christmas like this for a long time. I just hope we can have many more Christmas together.

This is just to write down things in my head and letting everyone know I am real and a lot goes on in my busy life. No one every thought you would have to take care of other peoples family members but I guess it’s a good thing I’m here with him and he can see someone cares about him in these kinds of measures.

I would really like to get to know all my friends on this site and not just in the bedroom because a lot happens outside of the bedroom as well.

Til next time love you guys
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Fantasy
Posted:Dec 26, 2021 3:52 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2022 8:11 pm
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Well the day is long and just waiting for one of many secret lovers I come and show me what I been missing for a long while. So horny for another man’s touch can’t get the feeling out of my head.

Well I’m laying in my bedroom just thinking what is going to happen today when I get a from my secret lover. When are you going get away my door is opened for you come in and get everything you want. First you will my cock and when you finish me off I a couple of other men that want take you as well.

Finished with my lover and then he brings in another handsome man that has 8 inches for me . Sucked on his cock til he grabs me up and bends me over sticking that hard thick cock inside my wet juicy pussy and while he is pounding away another gentlemen walks in and puts his cock in my mouth taking every inch he has offer. Both gentlemen taking turns with me pounding away and all of a sudden I get finally feel two men inside me. Never knew would feel this good. While they are fucking me like never before a third gentlemen shows up and his cock is inserted into my mouth until he is nice and hard and then they all swap places. Each of them having way with me and me of course enjoying all the attention these men are giving me.

This is the best day anyone would ever for me. Enjoying these men and giving them all they want. Just having an amazing time with them all and knowing this can happen whenever I would like it happen.

The problem I is that I do all this on my own because husband can not find in himself share with other men but share me with women. He does not know that if he shared it would be better for everyone.

If I ever ask for someone enjoy themselves with me I surely hope no one turns down a horny housewife….

This was written for someone I enjoy chatting with and getting know here on AsianMatchMate.com.
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Christmas
Posted:Dec 26, 2021 10:04 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2021 7:22 pm
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It was a good day after all. All the showed up and Mansel had a Christmas with his new family. He even drank a beer with Jose. The family made him feel part of the family and he never looked happier.

A little hard work makes a different so keep trying your best at everything you do…
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Christmas Eve
Posted:Dec 24, 2021 8:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 5:13 pm
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Well today has been a very good day. Mansel has changed the way he is always calling me now since I supposedly walked out of the house when he threw his old friend out of the house. He’s been letting me get sleep for the last three days and it really feels good.

One thing I have noticed is I do not cum for my husband since he told me that we can not go out with others and also I have not been chatting with the man that has made me so damn horny. I need him around for my husbands sake. (Sad)…..

Tomorrow I will have all the over so I will not be myself a lot of cooking and baking will start in the morning very early. Then everyone shows up and open there presents and then eat all day and just hanging out and having fun…

Someone needs to help me out. Talk dirty, send nasty pics, anything to make a fire inside. Give me hints to get that fire lit again. I would try anything..

Chat tomorrow need to do my job again……

Merry Christmas everyone
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2nd time around
Posted:Dec 22, 2021 11:55 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 5:14 pm
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It went great. This time she brought another friend with her. I was listening the conversation and it figures he would bring the other lady why do you not get vaccinated? I understand why the woman does not get vaccinated because I really did not want get vaccinated but I had no choice because caring for this man they would not let in the hospital without it so I am fully vaccinated. Just because I total stranger I got vaccinated.(funny)…..

Since I bitched yesterday he slept the whole night and never called my name to 6 am. Sometimes you have to be mean to make people see how much they need you in there life. I guess I’m the lucky one that so many people need me in there life’s

I will come back when I have something good to share. So to all my friends out there at you later and let’s keep playing together and enjoying one another in every way possible…

Xoxoxo
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Old friends visit
Posted:Dec 21, 2021 12:45 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 5:14 pm
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Did not go as planned so I had to act like a bitch so he can change his ways. His friend showed up trying to make amends with him but he was stubborn and ask her to leave. I was sitting in the living room listening to every word that was being said and I’m sorry I’m on her side. He’s like most men thinking of themselves. I almost wrote all men but I know quit a few men that are loving and caring so I had to change it to most men.

Most men think with dick and of Mansel. Just because she is trying to end one mean part does not mean the whole relationship has to go down the drain. Men like to the woman up after they get a couple of beers in them and us sluts and other names for that matter just because they can’t get there dicks wet. We would appreciate you men out there to look deep inside the words and not jump the thinking we do not want anything to do with you. We need you men in our lives for many things other then fucking. I understand you men think you can’t gIve in or you will be called a pussy by others but let me tell you this you get more when you try harder to make things work. If we are not the right fit you will surely know that.

Well I guess me acting the bitch made him open his eyes because he is letting her come back tomorrow. I told him if it’s not for me then who would be here taking care of him especially when his own sister does not care if he lives or dies. He’s lucky a complete stranger is watching over him and his interest. He made a comment that he wanted to go back to valley so I walked out of the house and acted like I left making my husband go in and talk to him. Making him see that I am the one losing sleep and other things because I am caring for him and trying to make him get better instead of letting the hospice people letting him just die and not give a shit about what he wants and the dreams he wants to fulfill.

I know it does not work out right but hopefully he saw something today and he changes the way he thinks. I’ll be back on tomorrow to see how round two plays out with an old flame that has never went completely out. And new friendships that are happening when people show a little kind heart and caring for a complete stranger and just want this world to be a better place.

I believe I am something good in peoples life not anything bad. If we have a chance to get together it is from the man in the sky that is making it a special thing.

Just enjoy what you have and please never take anyone for granted life is to short to not give anything or anyone a try…..
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Today was a busy day #2
Posted:Dec 20, 2021 7:01 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2022 8:11 pm
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Well I said I would come back to let you know how the day turned out. Well I’m being a very sneaking caregiver today. I spoke to the woman Mansel was in love with since he was twelve years old. (The reason I know this is she told me today). Well since Mansel has good days and bad days today was a bad one for him he slept all day and hopefully will sleep all night.

Well back to being sneaky Norma is coming over tomorrow to see Mansel I just hope the other friend does not tell him that they are coming.

I feel he needs to have friends to visit so he can calm down and relax better. I will for sure talk about the outcome tomorrow.

He does not want to see her or talk to her so I really do not know what is going to happen because he’s on the phone with the other friend and he is saying he does not want to see the one he was in love with for so many years.

He is a very weird guy. I’m listening to him on the phone and he is a very stupid and stubborn man. When you lose a loved one no one ever puts the past in front of that. They come and try and comfort the person who is mourning but I guess he’s holding a grudge for no reason at all.

It’s crazy how people think and react. How can someone not understand that someone that never knew you where around and the only reason they where nice to you was because your sister was there best friend. He needs to understand that and not be an asshole to her if she comes tomorrow. Because if he does I will have to become the number one BITCH in this house.

I’ll be back tomorrow so til then good night and have a very Merry Christmas
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Today was a busy morning
Posted:Dec 20, 2021 12:01 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2022 8:11 pm
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Today woke up at 2am to start hearing Wendy I need you. And when I got to him he says I have been calling you for 20 minutes. ( yeah right) in my head. He only called my name once and for him it’s 20 minutes. Wanting pain pills and since I’m up already might as well give breathing treatment. After all that I went back into bed and had to take care of Jose as well because he had woken him up so needed to make him tired again. Well was getting ready to fall asleep again and he starts calling me again. What is with this man? What is he afraid of? He does not want to be alone anymore so I need to find a way that he can have some friends come over and sit with him. I think I’m going to contact his old friend Norma and see if she can pop up to see what happens.

Tried to go Christmas shopping early this morning but he would not let me go til he got a glazed donut with milk.

Nurses will be coming to give him bath and wound care. I have a lot of questions for these nurses today.

I’ll come back later and tell you how the rest of the day has gone…..
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Waiting for a day like this
Posted:Dec 19, 2021 8:40 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2021 11:50 am
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I have been waiting for a day that I could finally get with someone that I was not able to be with because husband was afraid to share me with. But now I’m a so called hassle in the gentlemens words. I guess he will never know what a good time he has missed out on. Even though I was told how this person likes to be in control I still wanted to enjoy him. I guess sometimes my husband is right on these men but you never know til something like this comes up.

I still want what I can’t have but in time and with patience I will get everything I’ve always wanted. I know he’s not the only fish in the sea because I have more to choose from and I will get over this little and I mean little feeling I have for this gentlemen. If I wanted I know I have two other people I can call on but I was really looking forwarded on this one this morning it’s been a long wait for him but I guess it’s not meant to happen.

I doubt if it even bugs him but acting like you are right now you are still acting like my husband and you know who I’m saying this to.

Mean for me to say anyone acts like my husband but attitude is what I mean not anything else. So you do not need to say anything else to me I understand how controlling you would have been if we got together.
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Caregiving continues
Posted:Dec 18, 2021 3:49 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2021 11:51 am
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Today was not so stressful. Since I bitched at him about him constantly complaining he can’t breath. I told him he needed to relax and think of a place that he really likes to be at. I have found out he blames his older sister him having stay in San Bernardino, California. Well this is what I found out so far is he had give up his life in the desert come back down and take care of his mother whom has passed away in 20. He has the chance after she passed go back the desert but he could not get back on his feet do so. He has this beautiful three bedroom house with plenty of yard. He has all his mothers and fathers belongings still which is a lot. He was married but I guess it did not work out and she never wanted have . So other words they where wrong one another not everyone is lucky. Well back the story. He is holding a big grung on his sister because she got married and moved to South Carolina and started a better life herself and could not see herself coming back California take care of her mother so he had take care of there mother. So learning and going through this big house I’m learning a lot. I found out that a couple of women in his life had stopped being friends with him because he wanted to be the dominated one to them and they could not handle that life with him. Well I see he likes a lot of porn and bdsm( finding a lot of his toys). I found some books on dominate and sub training books already started reading them( maybe one day I’ll find the right man that). We’ll be asking a lot of questions and I do these questions in front of husband so he can learn also. Your never explore I found that out. Well most of the time I sit with him he gets into his life on how it was and how he wishes it could have been if he never came home.

If your ever bored he can talk your ears off with his life.

Well today we had one nurse come and I think he really likes her because he likes Asian woman and the other thing is he got her to touch his cock today. Never did it go up and get hard but I think he would really need some kind of sexual pleasure. I feel if he got that he might not even be a bad guy most of the time.

He likes it when I walk around the house in my night shirt that sometimes goes up and show my ass. Maybe one day I will walk into his room with one of my new nighties I bought to look sexy my husband and see if he reacts it. He’s not my type so do not worry I’ll be a good on that. Just want wake him up. Anyways I think he likes my husband. Even though my husband is unaware of that.

I really got off the subject this time didn’t I……
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