lust
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Posted:Oct 25, 2012 11:46 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2012 5:40 pm
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lust is insane baby
and I am too
and lets be clear
you lust me that way
now bless me
for i am covered
in sin
i want my
penance
cause
id kneel before
your
congregation
and let them
watch
you force attrition
i dont need
communion
i dont need
forgiveness
i dont need
religion
i dont need
anything
but this
sold
as is
and so you
know
its damaged
it leaks
and sputters
but
never stalls
let me
come with you
so i can show
you
everything
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before I forget
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Posted:Oct 25, 2012 10:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2012 11:59 pm
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Dear Maxheadroom,
I have nominated you to marry me in Niagra falls.
as my government terrifies me
and I need Candian citizenship
however
I will be camping with an ogre
and shagging
this old bastard
on Mondays
and
Thursdays
and
doin some other
dirty girl things
but
I will be all yours
when Im not
being everyone elses
. . . how about it?
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Im curious
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Posted:Oct 25, 2012 10:27 am
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2015 12:20 pm
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if this will work.
I am not tech savvy
but have this
dying urge
to fit in
with the cool
on my own terms
so heres my
naked thursday
photo
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I love hotel fucking
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Posted:Oct 22, 2012 10:15 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2013 11:01 am
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I love the crisp clean sheets
I love covering them in cum
I love the shite wall art
I love the echo
as my stockings get ripped
I love the generic
and bland
and doing some
very
very naughty things
in them
I love the look
in his eyes
as he first enters me
I love his sweat
dripping down his back
I love the scent
of bleach and tuna
I love having a reason
to wear 7 inch heels
I love making
our new neighbors
blush
and
complain
I love passing out
in a bed full of pillows
and still being
full of your cock
yeah
I love me some good dirty hotel fucking
but
I always wanna steal the comforter . . . .
side note about heels.
I love how heels make me look and feel, but I am not a graceful girl. I dont wear them often.
If by some miracle of god get me to wear them, out on a date.
Feel like god.
As I cannot fight in heels.
And this is my lil way, of saying I trust you.
Dont let me get punched.
You lead
Ill follow.
Slowly, cause Im in heels.
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maybe Im just being a bitch
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Posted:Oct 22, 2012 8:07 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2013 1:54 pm
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but Im pissed off
maybe a touch sad
maybe
but
this feels like
fucking junior high
I agree
that I am not
the prettiest blogger
I also never
said I was
but to have a
lame fucking contest
which I didnt sign up for
or ask to be a part of
and then get emailed the results
saying I lost
is just shitty
so fuck you
and your lame ass
attention needing
fucking contests
lets all be clear now
. cmfe dont compete cmfe dont tag cmfe dont wanna link cmfe doesnt do any of that shit . . however, you wanna quote me say I inspired or disagree with totally acceptable
fight me or fuck me cause of them
not my goddamn face.
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eek.... mixed emotions
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Posted:Oct 11, 2012 9:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2012 9:16 am
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it seems Im on
the slutwheel
of being watched
which
makes me
uncomfortable
but
I was
on with
ODB
and
blueeyedogre
and that
seems
like
a reason
to visit Canada
zombies
camping
onion
rings
runs
cheerleaders
skates
and
shanking
these are some of my favorite things
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I need a date
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Posted:Oct 11, 2012 8:15 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2012 9:18 am
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I do.
for a Halloween party
Requirements
*you must wear a costume
(and not look better than I do)
*be social
(and not look better than I do)
*be kinda scary
(and not look better than I do)
Why be kinda scary??
.....
Well,
my roommate and I have parties often
She has an uncle
I say uncle but hes only 28
and at our last party
he took
an odd like to me
and hit on me
(no big deal)
tried to kiss me
(no big deal)
passed out in my bed
(rommie got him out)
and then
at 3 am
I awoken
to him
kneeling
at the foot of my bed
jerking off
to my feet
calling me
Mommy
and asking
if he could cum
(BIG FUCKING DEA
so Id like a date
that I could
invite
to sleep in my bed
and keep my feet
free of cum
and anyone
calling
me
Mommy
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my old profile.....
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Posted:Oct 10, 2012 6:47 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2012 8:06 am
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submissive chasin something Sparkly
I dont think anyone even reads these, but....
Im the girl youll never know. . the girl with demons to fight and a wild pack of wolves willing to help me. . the girl Penthouse letters are written about. . the girl no one believes is true, until you find me. . Im the girl challenging convictions to see how hard youd believe. . the girl who will never go down without a fight. . the girl with the hope filled eyes and a winning smile if only to see if youll notice the scars. . im the girl who can make your world complete . or destroy it in a blaze of glory. . Im the girl you think you want if you have hero complexes. . Ill be the girl for you if you are true. . I can make you a god. Or a false idol. . I come with awful intentions and a driving force to see them succeed. . if you think you can handle it, you havent been listening.
My Ideal Person: He tastes like sin. . He knows how to punish me with a look. . He fuels my deviance because he knows its for Him. . He holds me and lets the demons sleep. . He has a sense of pride in knowing I am for Him. . He has an arrogance I cant tame.
. . . funny how things change, heh
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so theres this guy.....
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Posted:Oct 8, 2012 6:55 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2012 7:06 am
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In my life.
we *met* on another site/service
and flirted for awhile
then came the pic swapping
and the emails
followed by the phone call
and hearing me cum
and he has
the sexiest fucking voice
like ever
good back alley
against a wall
fuck you hard
kinda voice
and he is sexy
like waaaaaaay
outta my league
kinda sexy
(this is not an attempt to flatter me.... I know what I look like... this guy is like ....whoa)
he lives far away
he works
omg, he works
(I work a lot and this cat makes me seem welfare lazy)
and I got him
to join here
so he can watch my cam
and watch me
do
things
that I know
he likes
and I like
and I even do em
in heels
and the other day
he told me
he worked with cars
and a revelation
this is one
of the best relationships
Ive ever had
and
I dont even know
his name
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attention world
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Posted:Oct 4, 2012 10:46 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2012 6:56 am
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I am not facing you today
blanket monster has got me
so laundry
go wash yourself
and use the New Gain
smells purdy
hair dye
attack these roots
cheese and bread
turn on the stove
get in a skillet
melt together
and then get in my mouth
bladder
go stranlge
yourself
with a belt
preferably in the bathroom
and most of all
porn
watch yourself
and then orgasm
I simply cannot
do my chores today
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and Im back
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Posted:Oct 4, 2012 10:12 am
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2012 5:26 pm
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Dont worry now, I aint gettin soft on yall...
In case you didnt know.
I have a roommate.
she and I have weekly adventures.
And we have a blast when we go out.
This is a rundown of last night.
Spoke of going out for an hr.
Finally hit the first bar.
One man.
One puppy.
Yes, a puppy licking ice of a bar.
Probably the cutest thing Ive ever seen.
Saw the *debate*.
Argued with one man.
*Nicely* of course.
Went to second bar.
Saw friends.
Almost molested a dishwasher.
Almost.
Held hands with a sexy redhead.
Whatever happened to her??
Anyway
got talked in to going back to first bar
went.
And heres where the fun happened . . . If yall remember... on my bday night...
I went to the local dive and I played too rough with some guy and his feelings got hurt and he pouted...
(go check if you need reminding... Ill wait)
sooooooo
As we walk in the front door
He walks in the back
with a girl
on his arm
sees us
and stops dead
no worries
he and girl are sitting at the bar
holding hands
which I think is weird anyway
but when she gets up to dance
to a Justin Beiber song
I coulda sworn the drinking age in Jersey was 21 ...alas...
he winks at me
and a big smile
no worries
at this point in the evening
I was asked if I wanted to *play* fight
I agreed
and punched them in the face
I dont play well
especially when my depth perception is off
we all laugh
bartender continues to supply us with free shots
birthday boy
manages to slink over
into our crowd
and whispers
I still think your fuckin sexy
and slinks away
to sit with girl
whose hand he still holds
while sitting at a bar
and roommate asks
who the fuck is that guy?
more shots
more red death
and I decide
to walk over
and simply ask
how long theyve been together
and she replies
2 yrs
and I laugh
too loudly
and too heartily
and smack him
on the back
and say Congrats
youve done very well
. . . now he didnt do anything wrong
in a sense
he didnt fuck me on my bday
but not for lack of trying
and I dont understand
lying
to your lover
I just dont . . . and when I awoken this morning
I had an email address in my pocket
who uses email
as a contact info
and
do I email it?
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you dont wanna read this
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 3:43 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2012 7:40 am
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I was thinking
and this isnt going out to anyone in particular, but I wanted to write it for awhile.
I was at the mall the other day. People watching. My feathers were ruffled and I was eating onion rings.
And I saw this woman.
I am not being mean when i say she is possibly the most unattractive woman I have seen in quite some time.
And she had this guy on her arm. Beaming with pride that she was with him.
and I envied her.
I wanted to follow them.
I wanted to know all about them.
I thought her name was Margaret and his name was Mark and they had monogrammed towels that said MnM. They ate MnMs. Had ornaments on the Christmas tree.
I wanted to know what she has that I dont.
I want to know why I am so deficient that I dont have that.
I want it.
Why am I so horribly flawed that this woman whom by all accounts I am 1000 times more attractive then has something I dont.
I didnt like how that felt.
I know I am never gonna be the most beautiful girl in the room.
I know Im not gonna be the most fit.
The smartest.
I know who I am. I know what I am.
But I dont think its that fucking bad.
I dont want to turn everyones head when I walk into a room.
I just want to turn yours.
....again this isnt to anyone.... its just ranting
I want you to think I am the prettiest girl in the room cause Id die for you.
cause I live for you.
cause I will do anything to make you smile.
cause I will keep you safe and protect you at any and all costs.
cause I make you laugh.
cause all I am is yours.
I know I have wounds to lick and demons to kill before any of this is even possible, but I want it.
I want to be the ugly girl in the mall.
I want to be Margaret.
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want
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2012 10:25 am
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I wanna be so good you forget
I wanna be so good youre enraptured
I wanna be so good you get caught up
I wanna be so good youre humbled
I wanna be so good you hunger for the naughty side
I wanna be so good your teeth sink in
I wanna be so good you forget
. .
I wanna be ravaged I wanna be tied down I wanna be destroyed I wanna be it all I wanna be denied I wanna hurt inside and out I wanna break the mold and be free I wanna burn like the stars in Your own personal sky I wanna walk in and have only You notice the pain in my step I wanna feel like this forever
I want the marks the stares the dirty looks the burns the remains the silent thoughts the outer pains
I want your hands your teeth your filthy ideals your restraints your remarks your longing and your heart
I want it all
. . . this is why I am still hungry?
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