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Hi Jodie here,
The more men I talked to on AsianMatchMate.com the more fascinated I become with why they fantasize about have hard sex with a little CD slut like me... so I have asked quite a few and it's starting to become a little clearer to me.
Maybe the oversimplified answer is most women are stuck up bitches and spoiled little cunts, and most men love anal sex, which girly-girls rarely seem to enjoy, or tolerate it on occasion at best. Honey, if we hook up you are going to be fucking my hot tight little ass before the night is over, that's a sure thing.
But there is a lot more to this, I have left this blog open so other interested members can add their comments, and I may include more of my thoughts later.
Take care everyone. Your little slut... Jodie
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Posted:Dec 27, 2006 12:41 pm
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Hi everyone !
It's been quite a while since I posted in here, been a busy year for me. I just thought of all the people I care about on this site, and all my friends, seemed it would be easier to wish everyone a wonderful Holiday Season here all at once.
I seem to get weird around Christmas anyway, huge mood swings from cheerful to extremely depressed, I understand that is not uncommon though. I would hate to think it's just me... after all I am so well adjusted ! Right? LOL.
Anyway, I have been spending a lot less time here lately, still enjoy it but after a while some evenings I would rather just take a break and be by myself. I think there is a half-life on this site, from the initial thrill of Camming and chatting and making new friends and being very popular, to a more easy going attitude, looking for my special people I care about and just wanting to say HI every now and then... and I have reached that point.
Plus to be perfectly honest, I have read all my old Blogs again, back when I was always having so much fun on here, and I really believe I said everything I have to say.
I know I probably mentioned this before, but it seems to always just come down to a few special people. Nothing wrong with caring a lot about someone even though you met them on here. Right...? Of course that's right, I am always right!
My little silver Christmas outfit didn't arrive yet, so I guess I will wear it for New Year's. Other then that, my Christmas was wonderful and very special, and I sincerely hope yours was too.
So... how have you been? all my friends... I do miss a lot of people when I try to stay away for a while. Amazing the depth and quality of the wonderful friends I have made on here. I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world.
I am still in love with Derek, that has lasted far beyond what I imagined it would, I am a pretty lucky girl I guess. Funny huh? to care so deeply about someone you meet on a site like this, strange world we live in.
And Jackie, one of the finest people I have ever known, what a special honor to consider myself her close friend. And Vida, another one of the most special people I have ever known, and DJ, I should have never starting naming names, now it will be hard to stop.
You know it's funny, with all the "Trans-everything", Transgendered, Transexuals, I am in a transition too. Not that way... I am right where I want to be as far as being a girl, but the transition is from cheap thrills to meaningful relations. I know coming from a dumb little blonde that sounds very serious, but that's all I care about lately.
One of these days I am going a make a difference in someone's life, make them feel so special and so worth caring about they won't even think about where we met or what i am supposed to be, they will just care that someone loves them with all their heart.
I have done everything else on this site, been No. 1 for a long time on the Most Popular Members, way back when, had 10's of thousands of viewers on my Cam, 1580 one night! Wrote a lot of Blogs that have had over 40,000 people read them... and who cares? All I care about now is either being lucky enough to someday make a difference in even one person's life, or fortunate enough to make a lot of very special people feel good about themselves every now and then.
Giving me a keyboard and and empty Blog window to write in is like handing some inbred hillbilly an automatic weapon and and telling him it's open season on ANYTHING, lol. Here I go again... who cares right? If you don't like it I think DumbBlondeBimbo just posted a new blog about her massive silicone tits... LOL.
Who out there among you has ever done something nice on this site, not just trying to get laid? Raise your hands... just like I thought, not many. Remember Springsteen doing "Santa Claus is coming to town", he says that, "Who's been good?... hmmm, not many!"
Well I guess I will try it myself, right now. I want to thank all those incredibly special people I have found myself caring about on here, I would try and write all the names out but I prefer the pleasant thoughts just rolling through my mind, a few special ones stand out. I have had so much fun, feeling sexy and the thousands of nice remarks, the few times I really thought I was falling in love, the one time I finally did.
Funny term huh, "falling in love." I don't particularly like falling, wether it's caused by 8" heels and too much Chardonnay or racing at 80 mph on skis or 140 in a squirrely car on a wet road. I think we should "Lay down in Love." Warm pleasant feeling, wether it's a bed of straw or Satin. A warm shoulder to rest your head on, soft breathing in your ear, strong arms holding you close. A kind, gentle, peaceful feeling. That's what love is my friends.
I am rambling, as ususal. But I like it... I like having the pressure off, not looking for anything any more. If I quit this site today and never came back I would always remember the feelings I had and shared with a lot of other amazing people. I have been SO fortunate to make so many true friends and to feel so loved by a lot of strangers. Quite a bargain for a few dollars a month and a small fortune invested in my wardrobe. LOL.
I have been here a long time you know, ran the whole gamut of emotions from shy to extroverted, from feeling special to being insulted, hurt to my very core. Been needlessly abused and undeservingly adored. It all fades away after a while, begins to feel like a nice friendly bar you used to like to hang out in, but rarely stop by anymore. Ever get that feeling?
This might be my last Blog, might be my last few weeks on here. Kind of like an aging athlete, you have to know when to quit. Right? I see the signs every now and then, some jerk walks in our Room screaming about wanting Shemales to show him their Cock, I fucking let him have it! But the support isn't there anymore, they attack me back now and I don't feel like anyone cares anymore. Make our Room a freak show if you wan't, I do still have a touch of class and I won't be a part of it.
I really had nothing to say today, just kind of missed writing in my Blogs. And what I wanted to say wasn't that important anyway, just that there is nothing wrong with caring about someone deeply only because of where or how you met. I do care about a lot of people I have to come to know in here, never bothers me at all, that we met here and they turned out to be so special and so worth caring about. Doesn't even surprise me anymore, just another example of how life is, you never know do you?
Well, anyone worth loving that happens to be reading this, wether I know you or not... Have a lovely Holidays darling, and a very special New Year. Be good, be kind, be honest. Be sexy too if you can ...! Just have fun, enjoy life and all those you meet. Sort out the diamonds from the garbage, keep the good ones close to your heart. And may God Bless You.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all those friends and lovely people I have learned to care about so much, you make a big difference to all those that you touch. Keep loving and living and caring, you do it so well.
With all my love,
Jodie
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Posted:Jun 22, 2006 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2008 3:34 pm
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Hi Everyone,
I play this song by Charlie Daniels sometimes when I am on Cam, it's not really a song he calls it a recital, MY BEAUTIFUL AMERICA.
I got all the words by listening to it about 50 times, and it was worth it. I hope with all that is going on in our country, the war, young men dying for us everyday, The 4th of July coming up soon, that some of you will find this worth reading.
And also, not just because of this one song, but because of the way he loves our Country and is not afraid to show it, I want to commend Charlie Daniels an being a truly great American.
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MY BEAUTIFUL AMERICA (Recitation)
- By Charlie Daniels
Have you ever spent the late afternoon,
watching the purple shadows deepen in the Arizona desert,
or seen a herd of elk plow their way through waist deep snow,
on a cold Colorado dome?
Did you ever see the sun go down in Hawaii,
or see the stormy waves break over the rock bound coast of Maine?
Or have you ever seen an eagle fly up out of the mist in Alaska,
or a big October moon hangin' full over the still Dakota badlands?
Have you ever tasted the gumbo in New Orleans, the Barbecue in Carolina,
or the chicken wings in Buffalo?
Have you ever had brunswick stew in Macon or cornbread in Birmingham,
or briscuit slow cooked over Hill Country Mesquite wood?
Did you ever drink the water from a gurgling branch in Utah,
or stand on the mountain above El Paso del Norte and see the lights twinkling clear over in New Mexico?
Did you ever jingle horses in the pre-dawn stillness of a perfect Texas day,
and watch their shod hooves kicking up sparks on the volcanic rock?
Or tended a trot line on a foggy Carolina morning,
or heard the distant song of a lovesick whipporwill on a pristine Tennessee late night?
Have you seen the faces on Mount Rushmore, or stood at the Viet-Nam monument?
Have you ever crossed the mighty Mississipi, or been to the daddy of them all in Cheyenne, Wyoming?
Or seen the mighty Vols run out on the football field on a chilly autumn afternoon?
Did you ever see the Chicago skyline from Lake Shore Drive a night,
or the New England foliage in the Fall,
or the summer beauty of the Shenandoa Valley,
or Indiana covered with new snow?
Did you ever see a herd of wild horses running free across the empty spaces of Nevada,
or caught a Walleyed Pike out of a cold Wisconsin stream,
or marvelled at the Tall Ships docked in the harbor at Baltimore?
Did you ever see the early morning dew sparkling on the Bluegrass,
or the wind stir the wheat fields on a hot Kansas afternoon,
or driven the lonely stretches of old Route 66?
Have you ever heard the church bells peal their call to worship on an early Sunday
in some small town in the Deep South,
or passed through the Redwood forests as the sun was going down?
Have you ever been to Boise, or Baxley or Beaufort or Billings?
Have you ever passed through Sanford or Suffolk or San Angelo?
Have you ever seen the Falls at Niagra,
the Ice Palace in St. Paul,
or the Gateway to the West?
This then is America, the land God blesses with everything.
And no Eiffel Tower, no Taj Mahal, no Alps, no Andes,
no native hut nor royal palace can rival Her awesome beauty,
Her diverse population, Her Monolithic Majestic...
America the Free, America the Mighty, America the BEAUTIFUL.
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Anybody wants to hear it with his voice, it is pretty moving, I'll play it anytime for anyone, or send you the mp3 if you want.
And I am getting ready for an ALL U.S.A, ALL NIGHT show on the 4th... got a ton of new outfits and a lot of special musik I have picked out, try and catch it if you can.
Hope you are all doing well, thanks for reading this one.
Love, Jodie
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Posted:May 20, 2006 10:18 am
Last Updated:May 31, 2006 3:52 am
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Hi Everyone,
Just the title of a great Cowboy Junkies song I love that I am listening to now, played it for Derek last night. If I had to do my profile over I think that would be my new handle, Misguided Angel, I am certainly a little of both most of the time....
So I haven't written in quite a while and a lot of people actually told me they missed my Blogs, which surprised me a little. Really a pretty nice compliment, just feels good to think that some people are interested in more then my ass and my cute little skirts. But I do enjoy writing in my Blog a lot, whether there is ever something actually worth reading is another story though.
Old friend of mine named Kristy came over the other night to borrow some clothes... she is going to some TG function in Chicago, big get together. She went through my whole closet and left here with enough dresses and shoes to travel around the world.
She modeled everything for me which took quite a while, it was a lot of fun. Then she gave me an incredible blowjob, I thought I was pretty good but she is just amazing. It's so erotic to watch her cause she just loves to suck cock, it was great. And then she fucked me till we both came, wow did I ever need that. Great little garage sale, I can just picture me with 100's of hot little outfits in a garage sale, each price tag a sex act "Dress: blowjob", "Shoes: fuck my tight little ass"... we cracked up over that.
I got this gorgeous Silver sequin long jacket this week, not sure really what to call it. Long sleeves, no buttons or anything, open in the front, slit way up both sides... really cute. It's getting hard to find new things that are really different... but that got everyone's attention!
Been getting very attached to someone special lately, everyone already knows who I think because I talk about him a lot in the Gender Room. Ever meet someone that just has a natural way of always saying something nice that makes you feel so special every time, Derek certainly does. His letters are the best part of my day, first thing when I wake up I love to read them.
Good thing he likes watching me and I love stripping for him because the rest of my viewers seem to have gotten very bored with me I guess. I just never get big crowds any more, but sometimes that's OK too because it feels more intimate with a small group where I know everyone and it's more personal.
Anyway I have been on here for about 8 months now, 5 days a week... so figuring 10 shows a nite I have stripped a couple thousand times at least, I can see why the same old thing becomes less interesting after a while. Now it's more about the fashion anyway, I like to model new stuff all the time...
I got a Mexican virus on my computer the other day, but it was a manual one. It just posted a message that said "Delete all the files on your Hard drive and then email this to everyone you know".... Hope that wasn't too offensive to anyone, just a joke. 
Had a strange conversation last night with a woman on Yahoo from around here who was watching my Cam and liked it, then she asked me if her could watch !!! I asked how old her was and she told me 13. Kinda freaked me out, closed that window in a hurry.
Jackie got that revolting pig Nufio BANNED from the site, the jerk who was harassing me so much. Pretty incredible when friends stick up for you and go out of their way to intervene like that. You know I really appreciate everything you do for me Jackie, you are just amazing! But everyone already knows that, specially if they read my stuff, right?
And not just Jackie but all the great friends I have met here, the girls in the Room [and the guys] were all very concerned and reported him and wrote me to tell me. And Vida your concern and caring was deeply appreciated, I adore you darling. Can't wait to thank you personally this summer in Chicago!
I also wanted to mention someone special, and also talk about the others like him that are so remarkable. Firefighter is someone I enjoy seeing in the Room, and the other night I asked him if we could talk in private for a while. I had an experience in a horrible fire a few years ago, and it bothered me so much I have never been able to get over it. So I asked him how men like him deal with the terrible things they go through every day as part of their job.
See a few winters ago I was in a bar in my hometown and an apartment building a few doors down caught on fire, everyone rushed out and there was a guy laying on the sidewalk all messed up, had jumped out a second story window. I was the first one there, asked him if there was still anyone in the building.... he said his baby was still in there. The Fire Department had not arrived yet, so I went up the stairs and tried to find the little baby and save her. And I couldn't do it... The whole fucking place was an inferno, flames all the way to the ceiling the heat and the smoke, it was like walking into a giant furnace. The fire department finally arrived and I got out of there, but the next day I read the baby had died. Apparently the guy's brother had gone back in a few minutes before me and he never came out. So I had very bad feelings that I just never could get over, about not be able to do something more then I did, Firefighter talked to me a long time and was so helpful. I guess my point is we do have a lot of heroes and very brave guys around us everywhere, we should appreciate what they do and think about what kind of people they are to take those risks and to live with those nightmares they must have.
Well I have the whole afternoon to myself now, kind of a dull grey day out. Don't feel like shopping... but I suppose I will anyway. I did find a gorgeous white leather dress I want, but it's in the UK. Hmmm, so is Derek... now there's an idea !
Be good everyone, stick up for your friends if you see someone giving them a hard time, it shows a lot of class and is very effective at making this site more pleasant for everyone. We're just here to have fun, right?
And click on my little Cam icon every now and then, make me feel like a star again ! LOL
You take care all my friends.
Luv, Jodie
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Posted:Apr 28, 2006 10:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2008 3:34 pm
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Hi Everyone !
That's the title of a movie I saw the other day and it was just amazing. Ben Daniels plays a French soldier lost in the Egyptian desert, who bonds with a wild leopard who saved his life, names her Simoom. One of the best movies I have ever seen, the images and photography, watching the leopard, who is really the star of the movie. I highly recommend it if you get a chance to watch, although the ending is extremely tragic.
While we are on the subject of beautiful wild felines, I wore a black lycra catsuit the other night, LOL. Actually looked pretty cute, had a little tiny short while velvet 10" miniskirt with white suspenders over it, white patent leather platforms with 6" heels. Kinda different, but everyone liked it or so it seems. There was actually a reason I wore that, the night before I was such a total little slut on Cam all night long, till sunrise and then some even...
So I figured with the full body suit I wouldn't be doing much stripping, it's like trying to get out of a straight-jacket! It worked for a while, but eventually I did take it off and wound up getting pretty nasty, LOL. At least I tried to be a good little girl for a change, right?
Then the other evening America was under attack by some stupid bigot named MissCindy in the Gender Room, calling us war mongers, baby killers... you name it. I took it for a while and then spoke up and let her have it, got a lot of backup too... including a great guy who was in there named Sword. Combat vet and former POW, amazing person too.
I'm certainly not here to fight with anyone, but I could never stand by and let someone insult our country and our soldiers. I think I have made it fairly clear on many occasions how I feel about that. Then I got great quote in a email, worth posting here:
A 'touchy-feely' CNN reporter, while interviewing a Marine sniper asked, "What do you feel when you shoot a terrorist."
The Marine shrugged and replied, "Recoil."
Good answer, huh? I thought so anyway...
So, it's been beautiful here, going to have my next afternoon date out on the deck for some sex in broad daylight ! Really, I was having my coffee outside earlier this morning ... just gorgeous out, wearing white lace boyshorts and my black satin robe, felt so good with a little breeze in my hair and up my robe. Really made me incredibly horny,... came in and got on Cam and was totally x-rated, LOL.
It also seems the IM here has been having some problems, hope none of my good friends ever think I am being rude if I don't reply or leave without saying BYE, just seems like it freezes up a lot lately. And Derek, you know I appreciate all your posts and love your letters, I think about you a lot. So glad we finally got to talk for hours the other night, I really enjoyed that.
I sent Jackie a couple of cute dresses today, my wardrobe is now officially totally out of control... I have 15 dresser drawers full of lingerie, stockings and skirts... one huge walk-in closet full of dresses and nighties and baby-dolls... shoe boxes stacked to the ceiling on every shelf. Any girls out there who wear a size 5 or 6 dress or size 10 shoes and needs something just let me know, would be glad to find a nice home for a lot of the stuff I hardly ever wear.
Hmm, I thought had more to say today... guess not! I'll give everyone a break and make this a short post before I start rambling as usual.
Oh, about the last post preceding this one, A Tribute to our Boys in Uniform, to find the link for the site with that letter and the flash movie just do a search for "Armed Forces Tribute". It's really worth watching and listening to. Lovely song too... if it doesn't make you cry you probably don't have a heart.
Well I hope you all have a great weekend, I'll be back Sunday as usual... making another fashion statement ! LOL
Take care everyone, and thanks for reading this.
Big kiss and huggz, Jodie 
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A tribute to our boys in uniform...
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Posted:Apr 17, 2006 7:43 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2006 2:29 pm
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Hi everyone,
Yesterday was Easter Sunday and I wanted to post this message then, but took a little extra time to think about it and what I wanted to say.
I thought a lot about our soldiers overseas yesterday, fighting for us and so far from home on Easter. Said a little prayer for all of them, that they may be safe and come home in one piece soon to be with their families and loved ones.
Of all the times to be in some godforsaken hell-hole wondering why you are there, holidays have to be the worst times for our boys. I don't think we could ever possibly do enough to let them know that we care about them, we admire them, we pray for them, and we count on them.
So here is a letter I found on the Armed Forces Tribute site, thought it was appropriate and very moving.
Dear Daddy,
I hope this letter gets to you soon, because I miss you very much.
Mommy says you are far away from us now. She says you are a soldier and you have an important job to do.
Daddy I hope you know I am being good. My teacher says you are brave and strong, and that my country needs you right now. She says you are with other brave people. I am so proud of you Daddy, every night I say my prayers and I pray that God watches over you.
Daddy be extra special careful.
Daddy I can be brave too...
Sometimes I wish you weren't a soldier, and that you could be home with me.
I know you will come home when you are all done, and when our country is safe again.
Come home to me soon. Your little girl needs you too.
I love you Daddy.
TO OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN IN THE ARMED FORCES, WE SALUTE YOU.
Funny thing is I waded through a lot of sites looking for something like that message, lot of anti-war, anti-military crap from some sorry jerks who have never lifted a finger to serve our country. I may be totally politically incorrect but I'm going to say what I feel anyway... it's my Blog.
If you never carried a weapon or wore a flak jacket in some terrible place you didn't want to be, wondering why you were there... then I don't feel you even have a right to an opinion about our soldiers and what they are doing, other then just showing them the respect they deserve.
Bet a lot of people would be so surprised at how many of the pretty sexy girls on here have been under fire, feeling about as far from pretty or feminine as you can get... I have met a lot of em, myself included.
I had to replay that letter a dozen times or so to get all the words, it's a flash movie on http://AsianMatchMate.com.com if they let me put that link here.
The song playing was Rikky Skaggs, "Somebody's Praying", with a little girl's voice reading the letter and some very moving images. Well worth watching, trust me on that and take a look please.
So you celebrate Easter any way you want, my thoughts are with those who make it possible for us to be home and safe and live in our great country... and what makes it so great is that we will never run out of heroes, because they all are.
Take care everyone, and God Bless those who are in harm's way and putting everything on the line for us. We wouldn't be here without them and all the others like them who have done their share already.
Jodie
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Posted:Apr 6, 2006 8:42 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2006 1:36 pm
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Hi Everyone !
No I have not 'crossed over' to the dark side with BDSM and all that, just listening to some old Allman Brothers this morning and that song is playing, so I used it for the Title of this blog.
Who loves watching the Simpsons? I do anyway... and a few weeks ago there was an episode where the whole family went to Africa. This native tribe is doing some ritual and playing this strange musik, and Marge says "This music is so bizarre and just goes on and on forever!", so Homer replies "Yeah, just like the Allman Brothers. " 
I went crazy shopping this week, was just planning on new stockings, which I bought about a dozen pairs, but then I got a whole new Summer wardrobe practically. Three cute little white dresses, a pink one, baby blue, silver... I can't even count em all. More SHOES ! LOL, like I needed more shoes... I am going to have a garage sale soon, I am running out of closet space.
I wore some new white shoes on Cam the other night, just gorgeous... 2 1/2 inch platforms with 8 inch heels, and yup -- fell right on my ass before my third show was over! But I'll wear em again tonight with this adorable tiny white lace dress with little pearl buttons all the way up the front, see if I can stay on my feet this time !
Anyone ever pay attention to those little Mood tags on the Blogs? There are like a couple hundred moods to choose from, seems like there is always one kind of fits how I feel when I am writing in here... but today I just couldn't find the right one. So I went with 'anxious'... now I bet you are just dying to know why, right? 
Well, I have a LOT of fun on here, meet some wonderful people all the time, have a ball stripping, chatting, in the Gender Room with all my friends. But, the dating part is never too spectacular, not a lot of selection around where I live. So I just accept that and I am pretty realistic, never expected to meet the right guy or even close. But, last night ... I think I finally did.
Had a date last night with a man who seemed just charming when we corresponded, really was looking forward to it. I was even pretty nervous, he's from Vermont and was driving over here to come and see me. Spent all afternoon on hair, makeup, eyes, nails, wanted to look good... really I wanted to look gorgeous to be honest about it.
Susan got on my Cam and helped me go through a bunch of outfits, finally went with a little black velvet skin tight mini-dress with silver and blue sequins, black VS lace top thigh-hi's, rhinestone choker, matching bracelet and earrings, gorgeous black patent leather 7" heels. She said when he saw me we would never make it out the door! Then I went to the Room and modeled for a few friends in there, got the same identical comment again, so I figured I was looking OK.
Anyway, it was a perfect date. I mean this guy was so nice, so good looking, so charming, so intelligent and interesting, so much fun to be with... so sexy ! I am just squirming in my chair thinking about the whole time we were together. But that's also why the Mood thing says 'anxious' this morning. If he doesn't call me or come back to see me again it's going to break my heart. Almost seems unfair when you meet someone that nice, because then you are just so scared they might not feel the same way about you. And I would go crazy if I didn't get to see this person again.
Every email I get this morning makes me just kinda all excited hoping it's from him. I just about jump out of my skin every time the phone rings ! He did call me when he got home last night, whatever time that was... I lost track of time but it was pretty late when he left. I haven't felt this way about anybody in a long time, not a guy anyway. So basically I am a nervous wreck now !!! LOL
Well I'll get on Cam in a little while and try to relax and chat with some friends. Nothing I can do but wait and see... right?
The other night Jackie asked me if I could find two special songs she wanted to hear, 'Season of the Witch' by Donovan and 'My Special Angel' by Bobby Helms. I got em both for her and did a little set, and when I finished she said she was crying, which I had no clue why. Today she explained it in her Blog, made me cry too when I read it. I know I've said this before but for those of you who haven't met Jackie yet or read her amazing stories, in my opinion she is the most exceptional person on this entire site. She posts a lot of comments on my stuff in here so you can find a link to her Profile and Blogs right on this page somewhere, you couldn't possibly meet a nicer person if you tried.
I gotta find something to do instead of checking my email every two minutes and staring at the phone waiting for it to ring! Maybe I've been wearing too many schoolgirl outfits lately, now I am even starting to act like one!
Funny when I don't care who is watching it seems like I always feel pretty good about myself, I think I look fairly nice most of the time. Last night I was so self-conscious, wondering all night if I looked OK, checking the mirror every 5 minutes. How silly, huh? I know, just shut up and strip Jodie, you are rambling again !!!!
Ok boys and girls... didn't mean to be so boring. Umm, wanna talk about sex? Page me, I feel like getting in a wild mood today.
Take care everyone, and to anyone who never thought they could meet someone just incredibly special on here believe me, he [or she] might be just around the corner from you, or just across the Lake ! Hope you find each other ...
Luv, Jodie
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I am overwhelmed...
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Posted:Mar 21, 2006 7:32 am
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2006 3:16 pm
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Hi everyone,
As the title says, I have been just overwhelmed with the absolute nicest letters and messages in the last few days. Can't even begin to name everyone, but I tried to thank each one of you personally and there is almost no way to describe how much I appreciated all of your support and caring.
So last night I had a ball, started out with a nice date late afternoon which was a lot of fun, and then it felt so good to get back on Cam and go back to the Gender Room last night with all the wonderful people in there. I only hope that anyone else who is ever hurt or abused on this site can learn like I did who really matters on here and to what an amazing degree they will be there for you when you need them.
Then this morning just to reward myself for being such a brave little girl I bought myself that superHot little leather dress in the photo on my March 10th post, 'So you think you're straight?' Might even order another for Jackie just to thank her for everything she has done for me, what a special friend. And Bobbie, and Dean, and Susan, and Beach, and DJ, and Paula, and Rikki... everyone in the Room, without exception, just made me feel so lucky to be surrounded by my friends again. And Tiffany, that's who really made the most difference, and why I just couldn't stay away.
AsianMatchMate.com is now going to be making some changes in the Cam interface, after I had a long talk with a supervisor about the abuse we take in here. We are now going to have a lot more control about who can watch us, and they are going to make it very clear that members will be banned from this site for conduct that is intolerable.
So, how about a cute joke since I am in such a great mood. Hope I never told this one yet...
A really old man goes to the Doctor for a checkup, and the doc doesn't like the results of the tests so he has a long talk with the man. Couple days later the Doctor is driving down the street and he sees the old man walking down the sidewalk, this gorgeous young Blonde in a super tight short little miniskirt and 8 inch heels [remind you of anyone? LOL] is just hanging all over the old man, he has this BIG shit-eating grin on his face....
The Doctor slams on the brakes and jumps out of his car, rushes over to the guy, screaming at him "Are you crazy???? Didn't you hear what I told you after your checkup!"
Old man replies "Well, I'm a little hard of hearing, maybe I didn't understand you... you better tell me again I guess."
The Doctor says "I told you that you have a heart murmur, Be Careful !"
Old man says, "OH, I thought you said 'Get a Hot Mama, BE CHEERFUL !!!!' ".
Well, I could go on and on about what a difference everyone made when I was so hurt, but I guess that would be preaching to the choir, because if you are reading this you probably are one of those special people that matters to me. I've had over 20,000 views on my Blogs now... kind of amazing huh? And it seems they are all about the same subject most of the time, how wonderful so many of the people are that I have met here.
Watch out tonight boys and girls, I am going to make up for lost time, definitely going to crank it up a notch or two! I have to stop being so shy on Cam anyway... let go of some of my inhibitions, don't you agree? LOL.
And to the sick fuck who made me feel so terrible the other day, your revolting conduct only served to show me how much love and caring there is out there from some truly special human beings who have so much to give... I thank you all and won't ever forget how much you cared and how much it helped.
Now, I'm going to go find a little old man with a heart murmur somewhere, but I want it to be a rich one !
Take care my friends, I really love you.
Jodie
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Where do they come from...?
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Posted:Mar 17, 2006 8:08 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2006 2:43 pm
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Hi everyone... well, almost everyone.
Bought some new little peach chiffon ruffled ballerina panties to cheer myself up a little, anyone like em?
I had a really nice day yesterday, feels like spring here in the mountains finally, bright and sunny. A couple things went very well for me during the day, business stuff but still kind of brightened my whole outlook.
Then a little shopping, cute pink and white summer dress, too short of course! Still adorable though, can't wait to wear it. Even got some new shoes, red Patent leather platforms, as if I needed more shoes. LOL
And my new infatuation with TiffanyAnne seems to be escalating to the point where I might be falling in love with her. I've met a lot of extremely wonderful girls on here, but this is going far beyond that, I think about her all day, wait impatiently for her in the evenings to join me in the Gender Room, love it when she is there and am bored out of my mind when she's not. Wrote her a little note and got the loveliest reply... just made my day.
Then I noticed on her profile she listed U2 as one of her favorite bands. Got lucky and met a friend on IM who is a big U2 fan, so he spent a lot of time with me listing all his favorite cuts and albums, and I downloaded them all so I could do a special U2 set just for Tiff last night.
Then I got ready to go online, picked out a couple outfits, did my makeup, hair, nails, eyes, jewelry. I dont know exactly why but I refuse to chat unless I am on Cam, even if I dont feel like stripping or doing Shows. Something about anyone I am talking to being able to see me makes me feel right. I like people to know I really am ME, like them to see me and even if I don't look fantastic, at least I want to look the best I can.
So then I went to the Gender Room early last night, in a great mood and feeling pretty good. Lots of friends in there as usual, takes me 10 minutes just to say HI to everyone sometimes. And I like it there, feel pretty special and comfortable, love the company, have a lot of fun.
Shortly after I got there my Puppy wandered on Cam and I chased her away, she is not allowed to be on Cam as I have had some absolutely revolting and sickening remarks in the past about filthy disgusting animal sex on a few occasions when she came over to give me a kiss while I was on Cam.
So CindiLu said I was being mean chasing her away, and I thought what the Hell, it's all my friends in here, let them see my adorable little doggie. So I called her over and she sat next to me, held up her paw to wave to everyone on Cam... pretty innocent if you ask me.
And within seconds, some absolutely disgusting SICK FILTHY PERVERTED REVOLTING SLIME immediately makes an absolutely sickening remark about me performing a filthy sexual act with my for his twisted sick pleasure. I left the Room instantly, killed my Cam and IM, and I am not sure if and when I will ever go back.
Even for a very liberal adult sex site I think there are some things that are well beyond the standards of human decency, and I would have to say pornography and animal sex would rank as the two most obscene twisted sick thoughts possible. Where do these SICK BASTARDS come from? Are they so revolting and pathetic that human beings would never consider having sex with them so they resort to animals?
I firmly believe animals and pets exist in this world to make our lives more meaningful and complete, to shower us with love and adoration whether we merit it or not, to show us by example through their adoration and loyalty that they love us and need us and care about us. And very few relationships in our lives could ever be as pure and honest as the love between a person and an animal they care about that loves them back in the same fashion.
I have to draw the line somewhere, there is enough abuse and insults and crude obscene remarks on a daily basis for a girl like me on here to make it questionable wether it's worth remaining, but this goes so far beyond that normal level of unpleasantness that I just won't stand for it any more. I have had 3 previous incidences of the same type of revolting remarks and if it ever happens again I am leaving this site for good.
I felt absolutely sick all evening, still feel nauseated and revolted this morning about it. These twisted subhuman sick filthy creeps are the same ones who promote kiddie porn and innocent girls and women, abuse babies, have such a pathetic existence they derive their sick thrills from making decent people hate them and just be revolted by them.
This slime's profile has been removed this morning, some one must have reported him to AsianMatchMate.com and he is gone now, as they must have banned him from the site. I had a lot of friends in there, I imagine they were all pretty upset and revolted by this too.
Ironic thing is I was reading some other Blogs just yesterday, and I noticed a lot of people use these as a soapbox to complain and bitch about things, said to myself that I like the fact I never do that, just like to write to have fun, cheer people up, generally have a lot of nice to things to say about a lot of people I care about. But I am not going to apologize for bitching about this today, it's the kind of conduct no decent human being should ever tolerate.
Wonder what would have happened to that pathetic loser if he had made a remark like that to me in a bar with 40 of my good friends around me instead of an anonymous chatroom. Doubt if he would have made it out of there in one piece, I know he wouldnt have. But the Internet allows the worst of all mankind to hide their ugly sick twisted behavior behind a keyboard and not be responsible for their actions. So this pathetic piece of shit thinks he got away with this because no real man in there was able to kick his ass, as they would have in the real world without a doubt.
I'm not saying it would be that great of a loss to this site if I get so sick of it I leave, but at some point if this behavior drives away more and more of the decent people on here, what is going to remain? We need to stick together, when people are abusive beyond the bounds of normal sexual pleasantries it's time for every person in the Room to stand up and drive this filth completely off this site.
I know I will get the usual supportive comments from my close friends after they read this, but this time that's really not enough. I want to see a real difference in the behavior in the Rooms, if someone is sick and insulting I feel they should be bombarded with responses, and driven out of the Room. I was deeply hurt last night and now I don't even want to go back to the place I have always been the most comfortable with on this entire site. And please don't tell me there is a Clean Room if I am offended by sexual talk in chat, I am a girl and I belong in the Gender Room, and I am very open about sex and fun and adult play... I just have my limits that I feel don't belong on this site or any other place in the world for that matter.
As I said I am not going to apologize for my rage today, I am sorry I am not my usual fun silly self but there is some filthy subhuman piece of garbage under a rock somewhere that is responsible for that, and it just makes me sick to think he was watching me on Cam and in the same Room with so many nice girls and ladies and fine men.
Well, I thought I might feel better after unloading this, but I don't. Feel worse actually, so why bother even posting it. Unless somehow it makes a difference in how we respond to these incidents as a group.
Have a nice weekend everyone. Say Hi to my friends when you see them, I missed all of their lovely company last night.
Jodie
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So you think you're straight ?
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Posted:Mar 10, 2006 8:19 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2006 2:46 pm
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Hi everyone,
First of all thanks for all the emails and comments about the TG B & B in my last Blog, will keep everyone posted on how that is moving along.
And the little picture on this post [No, that's not ME ! I wish...] an amazing little black leather dress I want to get SO badly ! Hope someone can take a hint, gawd I would fuck anyone's brains out if they bought me that! Did I really just say that? Great, now I've turned into a fashion on top of everything else, LOL.
Now I'll try to stay on topic as the title of this article says, I get so many guys want to chat or watch my Cam and they tell me they are 'straight', as if I was supposed to be shocked by that or something. Well first of all I believe ALL men are bi-curious. Secondly, I have news for you darling, if you want to chat with me and watch me on Cam, you are not really all that 'straight' now are you?
You know I get kind of cozy on this site because I have such a great circle of friends, in the Gender Room, on IM, writing to me. Most are very protective and extremely supportive, and generally complimentary to a degree that is almost embarassing. Then I go elsewhere on this site, like to read Articles and Advice Line posts, and the people there seem so narrow minded... A question like 'Why do men like CD's ?' will get these moronic replies like 'Cuz they are Gay', 'No real man would ever be attracted to a gurl', etc. Really, take a look for yourself sometime.
So here is my little test, specially for those that think they are 'straight', or those that agree with the replies in the preceding paragraph.
Fifteen photos, mostly Friends from my Network, not exactly selected at random but more of what I thought was typical in the type of friends I have on here that I find extremely attractive.
Some are girls, some are boys. I use those terms instead of GG [genetic girl / girly-girl] and TG or Gurls just to keep it simpler. So scroll down through the photos, write boy or girl for 1 thru 15, and then I'll put the correct answers at the end of this article.
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# 1: alejandradiaz # 2: angel_clarke # 3: # 4: ericaTV75012 # 5: gia_malone
# 6: marisaj # 7: naghtya # 8: samantha192 # 9: # 10: sashagirlly01
# 11: sexyboigirl1000 # 12: shelley222 # 13: stefanieCD # 14: # 15: xspoilme
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OK, did you write down your answers? Let's see how you did. Scroll down a little, no cheating now until you are finished
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ANSWERS : Well, they are all TG/TV/TS or CD's, LOL. No, just teasing, there really are 3 females in the photos. Had you going there for a minute, huh? The 3 girls first are:
# 2 is Angel_Clarke who I met in IM, and to me is the most stunning woman on this entire site, bar none.
# 8 is Samantha192, a lovely 19 year old girl from London that I met through her Blogs.
# 10 is Sashagirlly01, absolutely adorable Canadian girl who takes my breath away.
And now the rest of the ladies, all of whom are obviously just incredibly attractive regardless of Gender.
# 1: AlejandraDiaz Alejandra is a wonderful friend of mine from the Gender eXchange room, stop by and tell her for yourself sometime how incredibly gorgeous she is.
# 3: Christine3830 Christine's little schoolgirl look and perfect little ass just drives me wild, how about you?
# 4: EricaTV75012 Erica should be in Hollywood, and I don't mean in porn either, movie star qualities, don't you agree?
# 5: Gia_Malone Gia has such an exotic allure to her I think she is truly world class when it comes to her sex appeal and amazing looks.
# 6: Marisaj Marisa is from the UK and I find her so adorable and fresh looking it doesnt get much better then her pretty face and eyes.
# 7: Naghtya Naghtya has such a wild sexy look and incredible body language, all in the most feminine amazingly exciting style... talk about Hot !
# 9: SarahSissygirl I have been attracted to Sarah since the first time I laid eyes on her photos, check her profile for the rest, they just get better and better !
# 11: SexyBoiGirl1000 My great friend sexyboigirl has an indescribable quality of putting most people in heat instantly, she does that to me all the time, I bet you can see why.
# 12: Shelley222 Shelley simply radiates pure class and beauty, no need to say any more, the photo says it all.
# 13: StefanieCD Stefanie has such an adorable look and pose here, very attractive and just so cute ! I'd love to look that good, even half that good would be a thrill.
# 14: TsPortia Portia has what I call classic beauty. Kind of expect to find her beautiful face on the cover of Cosmopolitan, who would ever know?
# 15: xSpoilMe Xspoilme uses those lovely eyes and gorgeous face framed in the angelic blonde hair to fill me with wild dreams, oh my what a doll.
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So how did you do anyway? Let me know, I am quite curious about what people see and how many of us can put aside gender stereotypes and just appreciate some truly lovely people when we meet them.
Of course, there is extra credit, raises your score to an A+ no matter how your answers turned out if you were thinking I should have put my own photo in the list... LOL
Just kidding, I am not even in the same class by a long shot, but I am just thrilled to even know most of these wonderful girls and consider them my friends.
Well, hope that was fun... maybe make you think a little about how easily it is to be attracted to someone no matter how 'straight' you might think you are. And make us think about what is really beautiful in this world, not just what is supposed to be because of some dumb rules.
Now I am so worked up from looking at these photos I think I should work off a little of this energy somehow... any suggestions? Yeah I agree, SHOPPING! Course that little black leather dress is going to get me pretty worked up too, promise to model it on Cam when I get it.
Thanks everybody, and don't forget, "The eyes are blind, one can only truly see with the Heart - The Little Prince " 
Take care. Luv, Jodie
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Save a virgin... do me instead !
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Posted:Mar 3, 2006 7:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2006 3:26 am
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Hi Everyone !
This is actually next week's Blog but I'm going to be busy so I thought I would post it today. And I just loved that little picture of the girl with the flat tire, although it has nothing to do with anything special. Come to think of it I might try something like that if I ever get a flat tire ! LOL
So anyway, couple blonde jokes except they really arent exactly jokes, true stories. This cute little blonde [guess who?], gets an adorable new ashe blonde wig, medium length layered with bangs. She just loves it but wishes it was about two inches longer. So our little rocket science just thinks "No problem, in 2 or 3 weeks it should grow out and be just perfect !" LOL... true story, but then of course it occured to my that my own hair would grow out just as fast as the wig so I will still have to get a trim or the wig will never be longer than my hair... right?
Then, our same little genius spends 2 hours on line looking for some pink and white leather heels, looks at 2000 pairs of shoes at least, couldnt find the right ones. Until I went in my closet and found a brand new pair of Tommy Hilfiger gorgeous pink and white spike heels, still in the box, exactly what I was looking for... knew I had seen those somewhere and loved 'em. So I am wearing them now, these are so nice... LOL
Another shoe story, hope I havent already told this one. Ordered some really stunning Italian black leather strappy spike heels, slingbacks by Simonelli, and when they came it turned out they ran a little small . But I just HAD to wear them, and I knew if I could get into them they would stretch after a while because they were leather not synthetic. So as I am struggling to squeeze into them I find myself talking to the shoes, urging them and coaxing them, and honestly this is what I was saying : "Come on baby, you can stretch a little, you are just so gorgeous and I am just dying to slide all the way into you, I just cant wait to get all the way inside... this is going to feel SO good. Oh baby you are SO tight!" LOL, wonder what that would have sounded like if I had my Mic on then !!!! True story, honest.
Now I do have something that has been on my mind lately ...don't laugh, I do think sometimes before I write And I REALLY want some feedback, hear your ideas about this because I am almost sure I want to do it, but I would like to know what a lot of the other girls think, or anybody really.
See I have this great big house on a private little mountaintop overlooking the Lake and the Green Mountains of Vermont, just beautiful, picture post card setting. Very private and secluded, no neighbors, can't even see another house or road or phone pole, lots of big bedrooms I don't even use... huge deck and yard, 25 acres of woods with hiking trials, awesome view in every direction. Right in the heart of a very scenic and wonderful area, big vacation spot and tourist attractions, Lake Placid, Lake George, Saratoga, Montreal. You get the picture right?
And you know I talk to so many other girls, a lot of them have no privacy, no one to dress with and be with and just let themselves go and be a girl 24-7 for a little while. Which sometimes I forget how lucky I am... I do whatever I want, all the time.
So I thought of making my place into a TG Bed 'N Breakfast, set up a web site, post on a few sites like here and URNOTALONE etc. describing it, better than 'TG Friendly', more like 'TG Exclusive'. I could really make everyone feel welcome, I'm actually a great hostess, share my wardrobe, do photo shoots, nude sunbathing, go out on the lake in our little dental floss thongs, evenings out with me as your guide, Burlington, Montreal... shopping, dinner, clubs. And I could be involved, especially with single girls... sex too of course. Or with couples maybe just stick to the hostess role, whatever my guests prefer.
Imagine a lovely B & B in a gorgeous setting where you can come down to breakfast in your thong and see through nightie? And I'm pretty good company too, not just when it comes to sex, but intimate talk, being friends... I am very supportive and caring, ask anybody that knows me ! Closet full of satin robes and sleepwear in every size when you get the room, flowers, little gift or something on your pillow ... cute panties or whatever just for you.
I havent seen anything quite on that level anywhere on the Net, some places mention TG friendly but certainly not to this extent. I even have a few adorable girls would like to come and run it with me, run around in little French Maid outfits all day taking care of our guests. Sounds like a nice summer job, huh? And not just summer really, this was the site of the Winter Olympics, great skiing, World Cup events, the whole US Olympic Snowboarding Team is going to be at Whiteface for an exhibition next week. Always stuff going on here, winter or summer. And fall, oh gawd it's gorgeous here in the Fall !
So... tell me. I am dying to hear what everyone thinks, I would have start right now to be ready for summer, and I am almost sure it would work and be a great idea if I really do it. Guys too, I must have met thousands of men who love to dress but never have tried it with anyone else, what an opportunity to let yourself go and just love it. I even have two freinds who are professional photographers, we could do makeovers and photo shoots or videos for the guest, anything really.
I didn't mean to sound like a if that's what it came across like above, just standard B & B rates, but if any guests want Jodie to be in their Bed too that would be fine with me. Maybe it should be B,B & J....Bed, Breakfast and Jodie. Hell most guests might prefer ME over breakfast, save me some cooking ! LOL
Please write me, I am pretty serious about trying this, I do have some good business sense too [believe it or not] and I know I could run this well and promote it successfully on the Net.
OK boys and girls, me and my cute little Pink and White Tommy Hilfigers are craving attention, so time to go say Hi to the rest of the world on Cam. My adoring fan club is waiting ! LOL
And before I forget, I have been just overwhelmed with the absolute nicest letters and mentioned in Blogs and Testimonials lately... not sure why but it just makes me feel SO special and I appreciate it so much. Tiff, Jackie, Karen, all the guys that wrote such nice emails this week, the flattering pages, wow... I don't think I would trade places with a single other person on this whole site, I just love the remarkable people I keep meeting here. It is so rewarding and so special to hear from so many people I really care about and admire, sometimes I think there is more to this then just Shoes and Sex... lucky for me I try not to think too often, except about what I am going to wear next ! But Thank You, everyone, from the bottom of my heart.
So who wants to make the first reservation at Jodie's TG Heaven? Let me know...
BYE for now my friends, take care.
Jodie
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Shoes and Sex ... !
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Posted:Feb 28, 2006 8:36 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2006 2:57 pm
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Hi Everyone,
Now there are two things that I certainly know something about, SHOES and SEX ! I spend a lot of time looking for both and can never seem to have enough of either one. And the search is often as exciting as actually finding what I want, wondering how some new shoes are going to look on me, how they are going to feel, how Hot they will really be when I finally get them and put them on for the first time. And the same with lovers, how they are going to look, how they are going to feel, maybe more importantly how they are going to make me feel.
So lets use some good Shoe-Shopping sense and apply it to our endless search for lovers, soul-mates, sex partners, distractions and diversions... whatever we really hope to find here or anywhere else for that matter.
No matter how gorgeous a shoe looks it will never do you much good if it doesnt fit. So start with the same rule when it comes to people. If you can be a little honest with yourself eliminate the runway models and cover girls, the gorgeous bronzed lifeguards, find someone more realistic and approachable. Unless that is really what you expect to find in a partner, it's probably just a fantasy and wasting your time, keeping you from meeting someone that you could really connect with.
Shoes travel well, relationships don't. So if you expect to fall for someone on the opposite coast or across the ocean and still make it work, trust me the only ones who will benefit from your relationship are the airlines. Shop locally and make the best of the available selection, you might be surprised what you find that you really like.
Be specific, try not to lose focus of what you are after. Some days I just shop for anything, cute little dresses, miniskirts, stockings, panties, and SHOES of course. But other times, today for example, I was just dying for new shoes, never even thought about or glanced at anything else. So if you want a playmate, a sex partner, a lovely person to share your life, a real relationship, a meaningful love affair... maybe you better narrow your focus a little. Which is it you really want? ... ", you better make up your Mind" -- The Loving Spoonful .
I get so many pages from guys with bylines like 'Caring sensitive person', 'Nice sincere guy', and their second sentence of our conversations is invariably 'Show me your Ass'... LOL. If shoe stores did that I would be opening a box that says "Fioni 6 inch Silver Glitter Platforms" and finding a pair of used combat boots in the box ! Wrong size too!!!
Make sure what you are getting is really what it says on the outside of the box. A photo in a profile is NOT worth a million words, a million words or even half of that and you should be getting to know someone pretty well, and a photo on the internet is not even necessarily the same person you think you are talking to, we all know that... right?
The most gorgeous heels are hardly a pleasure to wear if they are not comfortable and don't feel good on me. I have some heels I can't even walk in, 7 inch chrome spike heels with 3 inch platforms... but just gorgeous. I save them for photo shoots, nothing too sexy about falling on your cute little ass on Cam. Well maybe, if you land gracefully with your skirt up around your shoulders... but still, my favorite shoes feel great and look very Hot too. So how about also applying that shopping rule, some exotic arm-candy that could care less about you is hardly going to make you feel great inside very often, find someone good looking and sexy that is also very comfortable to be with. You're not going to know that just from a photo, going to take a little patience and some time to get to know them, but I bet it will be worth it.
I pass up a lot of shoes for various reasons, wrong color, wrong heel, wrong size. Pass up a lot of guys too, mostly for some kind of thing that feels kinda wrong. Every now and then I am tempted, with both shoes and men, to go for something I know isn't right, just because they are so gorgeous and get me so excited. But I know the best thing is just to remember what I liked so much about that 'wrong' choice, and then try and find something just as exciting that fits my other requirements too.
And then there is the 'wow' effect, totally spontaneous. Sometimes when I have a pretty good idea what I am looking for, shoes or people, doesnt matter... I find something that just knocks me out and I just have to have it, them.. whatever. Not at all what I thought I was looking for, but just so different and so perfect I can't resist and I know I am done looking, got what I came for and it was nothing like I thought it would be. That ever happen to you?
This was supposed to be about SHOES and SEX, but by now I think a lot of people are starting to understand this site is not just about sex, to me anyway. There are a lot of amazing people worth meeting, a lot of interesting people with compassion and charm and it can be a great pleasure finding new friends here even if it's not just about sex. Course the sex part is a lot of fun too !
So there you have it, Shoes and Lovers share a lot of the same rules when shopping for either one. And the only thing even better than shoes OR lovers is real friends, gawd I have been so lucky to meet so many lovely people here. Would trade ALL of my shoes and ALL of the lovers I had this year for a letter like the one I got from Tiffany this morning. I am going to post it as my own comment to this silly blog, mostly because I don't want to lose it and my email goes away after they are 60 days old. This one is a keeper, but it's not just about me, it's an example of what lovely people there are here like Tiffany who take the time and trouble to let someone know how much they care about them, and I hope you will realize how special this made me feel when I read it.
Well I got exceptionally wild last night, it was my request night in the Gender Room and on IM, dug up whatever music anyone asked for and did a ton of shows... my place looks a tornado went through, dresses, skirts, stocking, panties and SHOES all over the place ! Wonder if they will name a Tropical Storm after me next year, if so watch out for Hurricane Jodie, that's going to be a real homewrecker ! LOL
I kind of liked the music DJ stuff last night, I have a pretty expansive music collection so if there is anything you ever want to hear just let me know. Even did some redneck stuff last nite, Jerry Jeff Walker and David Allen Coe, lots of old Doors, Moody Blues, Deep Purple for Sarah... a little Motown for David, and some of my real favorites, SRV, Clapton, Duanne Allman. Maybe that should be my next career move, Cross-dressing, stripping Live Cam DJ... sound good?
Gotta run, I only decided to write today because I have a ton of other stuff I should be working on and I was putting it off. Of course there's always tomorrow for that, maybe I should fire up the Cam and have some fun. After all, I am wearing a GORGEOUS pair of 7 inch black strappy patent leather platforms, white lace top thigh-hi's and an adorable little black miniskirt with white lace frills... and who wants to work on a bright sunny almost-spring day anyway!
My very special thanks to TiffanyAnne for making my day in a big way with her amazing and sincere letter, anyone that would like to read it is Welcome to. My feelings for her are quite mutual, and if you take a look at her you will see why, if you are lucky enough to get to know her then you will REALLY understand why.
OK, start stripping before noon or get some work done ?... tough choice. Bet we all know how THAT decision is going to turn out !!! Fortunately I rarely apply my own shopping skills to any of the more important decisions in my life, which is why I have a lot of fun and don't get much other stuff done I guess... who cares.
Take care everyone, and good luck finding that new pair of shoes or the new lover that just drives you wild, they are both out there somewhere and just the right size too !
All my luv, Jodie.
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Cute little panties !
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Posted:Feb 22, 2006 7:21 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2006 2:59 pm
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Hi again everyone,
Well I just got these cute little white lace panties with my name embroidered in black on the front, and I thought they were so adorable I would post a photo in my Blog. Hard to see the writing on Cam... so there you go.
Not sure how practical they are, maybe after group sex or a gang bang I would be sure to wind up going home in my own panties ! LOL
Anyway, I get so many questions about clothes and fashion and shopping, not always from the girls either surprisingly. See even though I am not a rocket scientist I am smart enough to recognize that a lot of the allure of a girl like me is the way I dress, no big secret about that. Last night I wore a new little black minidress with these silver sparkle flames on the front, black VS thigh-hi's, and of course... [been paying attention class?] gorgeous SHOES ! Got a LOT of nice comments, the guys seem to go wild, or wilder than usual LOL, when I wear black!
And actually that is a lot of what makes this fun for me, the shopping, the modeling on Cam, the nice comments. I might start my own fashion website, now that would be fun! I shrug off a lot of the more serious talk about gender issues from the girls who make this their true lifestyle, but it would be nice if the world was more accepting of us and letting us be just what we want to be.
Funny thing I dream as a girl most of the time lately. I am bi-lingual and was raised in two countries, France and the U.S., alternating one year in each including school until I was a . And when I switch from French to English or visa-versa I always noticed the first sign of real assimilation after a few weeks was when I would count in French, think in French, and after a short while always dream in French. And then it occured to me that being bi-lingual and raised in two different cultures has always been such an advantage for me throughout my life, taking the best of both worlds and learning from each lifestyle. Why shouldnt being bi-sexual, or more like bi-gendered in my case be treated as an equal advantage? Funny, huh?
Well this was supposed to be about fashion, not any deep issues... back to my dumb blonde cute little adorable me. Guess maybe I can even be bi-personality, cute and dumb when it suits me, and maybe not so dumb on occasions when it seems more appropriate. Guess we are all a little 'bi' about a lot of things when it comes right down to it. In most instances that means being able to see both sides of an issue, which is a good thing, right? I hope when some of the younger girls mature the world will be more accepting of their gender choices, probably never going to happen in my lifetime.
I guess the handful of people I have gotten the closest to on this site don't see me as either a girl or a boy. They just like ME. Hard to put into words what a special feeling that is, to cross over and then kinda come back to a place that is neither boy or girl, not about short skirts or big dicks, but about trying to be a caring sensitive person... and still be a lot of fun ! LOL
Been watching the Olympics with a passion lately every single night. Living and growing up next door to Lake Placid this is very special to us around here, and a lot of the athletes competing in Torino train here and many live close by. Almost the same thing when they do some of those profiles of these world class competitors, we watch them for their achievements and admire them as athletes, then we get a glimpse of their personal lives and see what remarkable people they are too, some of them have been through hell and come back to do what they do better than anyone else in the world. The downhill skier who almost had his leg severed in a motorcyle accident, the Russian athletes who sacrificed their entire childhoods to train for years, the young who have been separated from their families for decades. Every book tells a story I guess...
Speaking of books here I go writing another one, LOL ! On the lighter side I heard a great blonde joke the other day... but I forgot it already ! Kind of ironic, LOL.
Well spring is almost here, time for a whole new wardrobe. Anyone want to help me with my shopping? Can't wait to get lots of hot little shorts and summer dresses. Oh my it's fun to be me !
You know what I would enjoy though... more comments from anybody who takes the time to read some of my stuff. When I do, I think it is definitely one of the things I like the most about being here on this site. Don't knock yourself out or go to a lot of effort if you find me boring though, but if something sparks your interest I would love to hear from you. My mail has dropped off to the level where I can actually answer every one, so write Jodie a nice little letter sometime. Try to include 'you are adorable', and words like 'lovely', 'stunning', 'fabulous'. Just kidding, LOL. Although I was told I was very elegant last night by a super nice man. That was a first, kinda liked it.
Well, I have to run along, busy day ahead. As always I hope all is going well in your life, and even if there are some rough spots every now and then don't be surprised if you meet someone nice in the strangest places who brightens up your day a little, like maybe on here !
Take care my friends, and BYE for now.
Jodie
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Happy Valentine's Day !
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Posted:Feb 10, 2006 7:19 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2008 3:32 pm
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Hi Everyone,
I hope you are all out shopping for some nice sexy stuff for someone special you love for Valentine's Day. And if anyone doesn't have a lover to buy gorgeous things for then I will volunteer, send me a hot little item and I will model for you on Cam !
Funny that doesn't happen much... not that I am asking for stuff, just thought it would be fun every now and then to have someone generous do a little on-line shopping with me for adorable outfits [and SHOES !] and then give them a nice little fashion show. I did have a good friend a while ago who told me straight out a great deal of his attraction to me was that I always wore stuff his girlfriend never would. I hear that a lot. Hell, I wear things a LOT of girls would never wear.... LOL
That part should be so easy in a relationship, the fun of buying little gifts and the thrill of seeing someone you care about wearing her new hot little outfits. Seems like a win-win situation to me... how come some women don't even know how to have fun and appreciate the nice things a man does for them?
Oh girls, specially the novices... this is a great time for shopping in stores. If you have been dying for some new lingerie but are too modest to shop without embarassement, now is the time. Half the male population of North Ameria will be buying panties and stockings and garters this weekend, no need to go in stealth mode !
Met a real hot young man this week from Western NY, we spent almost every night on-line together and he is coming up for a visit soon. Now here is the remarkable part, he sent me a photo of his girlfriend, an adorable girl... High School cheerleader, just an angel. And the other night he blew her off when she was dying to come over and see him, just to stay on Cam with me all evening. Honest ! Never thought I could compete with a real live Prom queen and come out ahead. I got mad at him though... kinda. Told him he better take care of her first and play with me when he had nothing better to do.
So who wants to be my Valentine? I bought a really hot little red velvet mini-dress, white thigh-hi's with little red hearts, silver glitter heels... sounds yummy huh? Need any help picking out something cute for your girl [or for me? LOL], just let me know and I would love to help. I am a world-class shopper, unfortunately with world-class bills too ! Gawd I spend way too much on clothes... just no will power I guess. Anyway I enjoy it, and it makes me happy, that's all that matters - right?
Well, slow day in Jodie-world... too early to play and too late to go back to bed. So here I am rambling on, and guess what... you're reading it. We should both get a life! LOL
Lucky for me I do have someone I adore with all my heart, think I'm going to get off my cute little ass and go buy her something awesome for V-day. Now that sounds like fun... and nothing for me. Well maybe a few new pairs of white lace panties, and I might just peek at some shoes. I need to marry a rich doctor!
Hope I see you all tonight, kind of miss some of my old friends I never hear from anymore. Send me a lovely email for Valentine's Day, I can assure you this is one person who will appreciate it.
Well, I'm half naked, black lace stockings and a gorgeous black see-through babydoll, maybe I might play on Cam for a while before I shop. Hmmm... strip on Cam then shop, go shopping then strip on Cam? Tough decisions for a dumb little blonde. Maybe I should go shopping in what I'm wearing now, that would shake things up a little at the Mall. Anyone have some bail money they can send me ?
Take care everyone, Happy Valentines Day, hope you share it with someone really special and let them know how you feel about them. Perfect day for it, right ?
BYE for now, love you all.
Jodie
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