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Closing a chapter
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Closing a chapter Well....that was totally out of the blue.  I awoke yesterday to a text. Then two phone calls. And followed by two voicemails. From the one person who could have a life changing effect on my life. The person that could make me throw everything away... The jock. The man who I have cared deeply for for three years. The man who stole my heart. Loved me like I had never been loved. Listened. Talked. Held me. Pined for me when he swore he wasn't. The whole shebang. Drunk texts telling me he loved me. And yet... I knew from the very start that he never wanted a relationship. I was ok with that....or so I thought. I fell in love. And like a stupid girl...I told him about a year ago. And it fell apart. Our friendship changed. Last Nov/Dec he informed me that we would always be friends but that he had found someone. So...my heart broke. Yesterday he informed me that he was moving to Houston, TX. In about two weeks. He wanted to stop by and say hi....and a final goodbye. I listened to those voicemails. I cried. And then, my sweetheart texted. At just the right moment. Mini me & I spent the whole day with K yesterday. Lunch, the mall, back to his place to teach him to play rummy. Then dinner and back to his place for a movie. We needed that. All of us together. When I got home last night...the jock was on skype and asked me to get on. I had not seen/heard from him since last Nov/Dec. He has lost about 35lbs. Defined his muscles. He looked every bit of the jock as I had always imagined him being in h.s. And he teased. Oh, how he teased me. We chatted. He showed me his kitty girl (who I adored and miss). And he begged me to meet him one last time to say good bye. I laid in bed last night thinking about the jock...and K. I love K. He makes me happy. He makes me smile...all the time. Mini me told me repeatedly not to see the jock. (She is the one who has pined along with me the last 3 years. She adored him) I explained I needed to do this. I needed to close that chapter of my life. The jock came over. He looked amazing. He tried. Oh, how he tried. He whispered sweet things in my ear. Tried to kiss me, I turned my cheek. He tried to slide his hands under my dress, I moved to another seat. He tried to take my hands and put them on his cock...I moved them to my lap. He tried. And I resisted. All I wanted was to be with K. I kept making conversation. Asking about his move. Asking about his step (from his previous marriage). Asking about his job. And he continued to try to get me to go with him to my bedroom. To go with him on a drive. To just give it one last time together for old times sake. I wanted to so bad....but I wanted to with K. I told him over and over that I wasn't going to let him do that to his WIFE and I definitely wasn't going to do that to K. As he left, and I shut the door one last time behind him....I began to cry. I have loved this man for 3 years. I have pined. I have cried. I have waited for those words. And today they were there...and they didn't matter anymore. I closed the chapter on the jock today. I will hold him dearly in my heart. But now I am truly free to move on. With K....♥  |
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This sounds like something someone half your age would write. You're forty years old, not in high school anymore, yet your behaviour betrays that notion. I'm perplexed. Is the world really full of degenerates? Emotional maturity is an unrealistic expectations, I suppose.  "My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur
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He got married and now he wants to cheat .... He obviously does not have the morals we thought huh? I'm so glad that you DO have the good morals. I love you Baby!! (For anybody that wants to slam me, if his wife said he could have sex with others, I wouldn't call it cheating. Then it would be playing.)
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It wasn't *you* he wanted so see one last time. Your pussy was all he was interested in. Good for you that you stood your ground. [post 3097853] Come join the half-nekkid fun! Check out HNW Bloggers.  
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This sounds like something someone half your age would write. You're forty years old, not in high school anymore, yet your behaviour betrays that notion. I'm perplexed. Is the world really full of degenerates? Emotional maturity is an unrealistic expectations, I suppose.
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He got married and now he wants to cheat .... He obviously does not have the morals we thought huh? I'm so glad that you DO have the good morals. I love you Baby!! (For anybody that wants to slam me, if his wife said he could have sex with others, I wouldn't call it cheating. Then it would be playing.) Any couple that is in an open relationship is good. As long as all parties know.
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As soon as the jock left...mini me told me to go see K. But told me not to hurt him....
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Yeppers!
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When one door closes...
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MUAH!
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It wasn't *you* he wanted so see one last time. Your pussy was all he was interested in. Good for you that you stood your ground.
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Love is a strange thing it comes and goes. It is nice to hold on too tho. You have to work on it. This is not meant to offend any one in any way.     
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Love is a strange thing it comes and goes. It is nice to hold on too tho. You have to work on it.
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Yes ma'am! And it feels nice for once.
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