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Hard road
Hard road There are those moments in time which define us. Days that change you, sometimes for the good...sometimes the bad. I mean think about it. I know a couple of these days right off the top of my head. 12/28 Day I was born.... 3/10 Day I got married... 12/3 Day I became a mother 11/3 Day I discovered loss 11/17 Day I rediscovered life with the birth of mini me 6/10 Day I got divorced. Now I look at my life. Glad I was born of course...Would I change getting married? No not really because I think it has evolved me into the person I am today and the same with the divorce making me stronger. Of course I wouldn't change becoming a mother for anything. Even on nights like tonight. When I am put to the test so to speak. When nothing I do is right. When everything I say is wrong. When I am the bad person. Tonight is one of those nights where I will crawl into my bed alone and cry myself to sleep. And it is also one of those nights where I truly wish I wasn't alone. I want someone to hold me. I want someone to reassure me. I cry and nobody notices. I am the baby in the corner...forgotten. I'm tired. I am mentally worn out. I hold it in...waiting. Hoping... And yet knowing that there isn't anyone there to help me. |
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I would not change ever geting married either . I got two beautiful girls out of that deal.
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4/18/2012 7:20 am |
Learn to think and view the world differently... It was my one and only prayer when I was down. And when that prayer was answered, minor miracles of major significance began. Transformation began. Hope began. "Luck" began. And it began the instant I changed my mind.
It's never the same thing twice... [post 2477869] [post 2800527] Current series: [post 2910971]
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~~~ HUGS ~~~~ I'm right here if you ever need a shoulder.
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I would not change ever geting married either . I got two beautiful girls out of that deal.
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Learn to think and view the world differently... It was my one and only prayer when I was down. And when that prayer was answered, minor miracles of major significance began. Transformation began. Hope began. "Luck" began. And it began the instant I changed my mind.
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~~~ HUGS ~~~~ I'm right here if you ever need a shoulder.
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I have not forgotten you. Life it's complicated , ya know?
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Still haven't played BINGO!!! That I will save for you.....
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I have not forgotten you. Life it's complicated , ya know?
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