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Going, gone
Going, gone So the Cat that my left here when she left with my ex-wife died over the weekend. No surprise as her health has been going down. Digging her hole bought up memories and some emotions. So the Cat was a stray that wandered into our Barn. My kept her. in fact I think she was feeding it before we knew about the cat being in the Barn. So it was her whining about wanting a Cat to go along with her dog. As a year or so went by another cat and another came along with reasons why she needed more Pets. The sad truth was that she was not caring for the Animals. So it was one of us that fed and watered them. This began the start of the end of the Marriage for us. My ex defended everything my did not do. I was mean and just did not understand little Girls. So once the snow ball got nudged down the Hill it just got bigger and bigger taking out everything with it. An old friend of mine told a similar story of her first marriage but for her it started with remodeling a Bathroom. Strange to think how much damage the little things can cause. So I found me really resenting my today. I buried the Cat right next to the one of the Dogs she left. So the thoughts of being broke paying ungodly support to my ex and scrapping by with her pets and never a single penny from them to help cover them. Then the came over. Its this Terrier. She looked at me wagging her tail. Somehow it all seemed right. Not right in what happened but just right at that moment. Maybe one day my will realize how much pain she caused. |
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Sorry to hear the cat died. And yes, we have hear tons of similar stories. little things growing bigger and bigger until everything is a fight.
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